dramtic life of mine
idk what's with me. so many problems. i wonder why is all of this happening. im being a good girl as far as i can remember.
first friends.
they just disappear one by one. well its kinda hard to admit but.. it hurts me a lot. friends are very important to me because seldome i have one. that's why i treasure every friend i got. yet in just a snap this happened? what the- all i can say is suit yourself. i didn't do anything wrong. they suddenly put distance to me. argh! then now she still have the guts get mad at me? what was she thinking. of all we've been through? now this? well as of now i don't want to reconcilliate. if your mad at me now then FINE! im strong enough than you'd ever imagined. im not going to lessen my pride, especially when i know IT'S NOT MY FAULT!
second family.
im having a hard time to ride with them. they're just so bossy as they can be. and i hate that. they juss fuss around, scold at me when their not in the good mood. they also think of themse;ves as a perfect model. people do mistakes right? then why are they like that? just a simple mistake and then bam! there goes the "ceremony". it iritates me a lot you know. who doen't? grr.
