goal over emotion

This is what i always say to myself. "goal over emotion" meaning i have to set aside love matters or other emotional matters to achieve my goal. so true right? if you want to achieve something believe me, its possible. but only one thing will ruin it, and that's your emotions. have you ever wonder, if your still a teenager, that your too young for that love thingy? see for your self that you can do anything yet, your still young to be committed to someone, and your too young t fall in love. as they say "love is the slowest form of suicide" trust me its a fact. see for yourself that your hurting with very low reasons. like your jealous not knowing that its his or her cousin. your hurting just because of simple reasons! mind over heart! think deeply what is really your goal.

I'm not saying that don't fall in love. what I'm saying is think of the consequences, if your not selfish enough. have you noticed that when you and your partner love someone yet everybody's being hurt? we'll your a selfish, wish to be unborn human being. believe. first people that you'll hurt is your family. sometimes they show that it's okay for them but really, it's not. second is the supernumeraries, we'll lets say they're not really extra guys. but see to it that your hurting people around you. for myself, i don't want to be selfish anymore. i want to be more vigilant on choosing what path would i take. but i made my decision, and it's my goal that i choose. i want to live a better life. i want to be a better person. and last thing, there's too many time for love. if they don't come at all, well it's destiny.

PS: this was based on my personal experience

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happiest day

i don't know why, but for me it's just my happiest day. this day is a nemesis-free day for me lol. but kidding aside it is. i didn't feel any anger to anyone today. hope all my day is like this so overwhelming for me.

today.. i had fun at jollibee, at the grocery, and at the mall. great isn't it? i'm having fun again at last! but i'm not used to this. it's like what they said, too much happiness overflow a river of tears. whew. hope its not.

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dramtic life of mine

idk what's with me. so many problems. i wonder why is all of this happening. im being a good girl as far as i can remember.

first friends.
they just disappear one by one. well its kinda hard to admit but.. it hurts me a lot. friends are very important to me because seldome i have one. that's why i treasure every friend i got. yet in just a snap this happened? what the- all i can say is suit yourself. i didn't do anything wrong. they suddenly put distance to me. argh! then now she still have the guts get mad at me? what was she thinking. of all we've been through? now this? well as of now i don't want to reconcilliate. if your mad at me now then FINE! im strong enough than you'd ever imagined. im not going to lessen my pride, especially when i know IT'S NOT MY FAULT!

second family.
im having a hard time to ride with them. they're just so bossy as they can be. and i hate that. they juss fuss around, scold at me when their not in the good mood. they also think of themse;ves as a perfect model. people do mistakes right? then why are they like that? just a simple mistake and then bam! there goes the "ceremony". it iritates me a lot you know. who doen't? grr.

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